Pretty Peachy

I've been having classes every Monday, Wednesday and Saturday at UniSIM since last week. Which amount to only about 4 classes in total, actually. It's been manageable so far... Doing Maths again has been slightly scary for me. If you had read my old posts from my Singapore Polytechnic years, perhaps you'd remember that I did quite well for Engineering Maths (not counting my first wasteful year, that is), but I was studying like crazy during those times... And after not studying for 4 years, I'm afraid I might not do well.

Then, there's also the nagging feeling that I have joined the wrong course. I talked about it with Syaiful (who is doing his 3rd year in the same course), but talking to him fed my fears, rather than quelled them. Hahaha.

So these past couple of weeks have seen me finishing off a mini-freelance job and going to school and hanging out with friends and slacking, pretty much. I was busy without actually knowing in advance. Which is always fun. So far I've only had 2 out of my 6 subjects, with the rest coming up soon... The timetable is a bit weird, but I think I'll be fine. I'm doing Introduction to Media Communication, alongside Discrete Mathematics, which has been quite fun. Intro to Media Comm, that is. Not Maths 101.

My parents are planning to take a 3-days trip to Malacca on Chinese New Year... I'm not sure I want to go. Can just imagine all the bickering in the car and over in Malacca. I'd rather not go, really. But if I tell them I'm not going, they might just cancel the whole trip. Then, I'd feel bad about it. Which is not fun. Bah.

Oh yeah, something else happened recently... Which I instinctively wanted to blog about, but I think it'd be better if I don't. I chatted about it with Malek. Which didn't help much. Wahahaha. I'm beginning to forget about it though, and thus, allowing me to not care about it, which is good. Talk about ignorance being bliss, yeah? I just need to get over it. I know what I need to do to be able to get over it, but at the same time, I just really want to not do it. It hurts either way, and if I do, it will hurt lesser, but if I don't, it most probably will hurt more, but it also will sometimes make me happy. The question becomes am I masochistic enough to do that to myself? Then, there's always the confrontation. Which I've always been bad with. If I have to, I'll do it, but I'd really rather not.

This entry feels rather disjointed.

Oh well... Other than those stated above, life has been pretty peachy. Woot.

Happy Lunar New Year. :)









































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